So when you are sitting way too long to wait for tests and test results, you start having conversations with God. I made a deal with him. I promised to give up soda, which I know is bad for me anyways and I know can cause cancer (probably). I said, "Hey God. If all is clear, I will give up soda. I will only have the cup I have in the morning to take my morning vitamins and my 'get up and go'. Then I'll give it up completely."
When the radiologist called, I was done. I haven't had a soda in the middle of the day or anything since. Have a been tempted? Yeppers, but have a caved? Nope.
Deal done. God, thank you for making my test results okay. You are good. You are great.