I just broke my own heart. Broken. Broke. Broke. I ripped it out. Ripped it apart and then put it through a shredder and then too the shreds and stomped on them.
I just started a long, painful stop to something so wonderful. So powerful. Something I love so much for people that I love so much. So great for so many. It just kills me. I just have been crying for weeks and today has been just heart-wrenching.
I have to pull myself together and pick up the kids from school now and I'm a wreck. I'm trying to look to the future, but today is just to be broken. Tomorrow will be better.