Friday, October 11, 2013

Breaking My Own Heart

I just broke my own heart.  Broken.  Broke.  Broke.  I ripped it out.  Ripped it apart and then put it through a shredder and then too the shreds and stomped on them.

I just started a long, painful stop to something so wonderful.  So powerful.  Something I love so much for people that I love so much.  So great for so many.  It just kills me.  I just have been crying for weeks and today has been just heart-wrenching.

I have to pull myself together and pick up the kids from school now and I'm a wreck.  I'm trying to look to the future, but today is just to be broken.  Tomorrow will be better.