We're going on a vacation and I've never been less prepared.
Yes. I'm a planner. I love to plan. I find it to be part of the fun. Type A personality? Yes. Well, our Disney Cruise Vacation is TOMORROW and I've hardly done a thing to make it happen. It's paid for and I have a couple of outfits planned, but other than that, I know nothing. I really haven't started packing even.
I'm starting to feel that stress. I need to know things, but I don't. I need to get things done, but I can't. I'm teaching and my wonderful husband is traveling for work this week. I've been struggling with a cough for months, and I get to go to the doctor AGAIN tomorrow. I'm hoping it's not pneumonia, but I wouldn't be surprised if it is. I've been sick since the end of August. Boo.
I have to tell you, I really looking forward to this vacation. We've never done a cruise before and I've purposely NOT planned things because I need to unwind. I've been tighter than a drum and I need to relax. I'm hoping that by winging it, I'll be able to chill out and maybe stop freaking out all the time. Maybe I'll find a way to get healthy.
On this cruise, I want to read. I want to take a nap. I want to give myself a do-it-yourself spa day.
I want to play with my kids. I want to do something spontaneous. I want to eat cookies and gain ten pounds so I can lose it when I get home.
We'll see how this cruise thing goes. If it works, I'll be thrilled. I'm really desperate for an escape.